How I felt after having this dream, only it was with my teddy and a few choice songs playing on repeat.
So I was sitting on the couch talking to my dad late at night like we normally do, watching whatever show happens to be on his select few channels he watches. It was getting to be about the time mom was to be getting up for work and we were laughing pretty loudly having a good conversation and not caring if we got carried away. That's when mom came down the stairs and asked "Why are you making all this noise for?" I say "We were just talking" she looks at me like I have lost my mind and asks me "Who is we?" I look over and my dad is gone, I stop a few seconds and open my mouth to say something but can't I look up and the t.v isn't on either... Mom comes over puts a comforting arm around my shoulder and says "It's alright, I miss him too."
With everything going on with my dad I am not surprised I had a dream like this, but it still hurts and sent me through a loop and left me crying. I do not know what I would do without him, without any of my family.
